Today, had my first interview with a nursery nurse for my application forapproval of childminders. I was well prepared at home, attention to all safety points, landscaped space, made it home, explained to my Girafon ...
I had a bad feeling as soon as I arrived the pediatric nurse. Nothing to do with what came before when I asked during my pregnancy. Yes, I was cancelled to avoid advice, because my baby wasn't born yet. So I refused it.
I thought that this time it would be good.
But it was not on my honesty. I didn't invent me a newspaper that is not mine. I was free, said how to spend my days and my nights, which certainly isn't easy but I know manage, so to make myself available ...
And then I insisted that we try to find solutions, that knows how to play just now ... and who started not keep another child before January or February. My Girafon 9 or 10 months had. Things are necessarily different from here.
But in reality, I would have to lie. Was breast-feeding say he was doing his evenings, he was lounging and knew that you fall asleep alone, which I do it any more, he was very independent. In short, say it is not my Girafon.
The my franchise I lost.
This nursery nurse to arrested ideas also found the House too small ... OK, there is no a Palace, considering the price of real estate has been with our ways! But good is not a Pocket handkerchief with us either, and the two children have place to frolic! ...
Maintenance is then finished acancellation of my application letter ... From a rejection of this nursery nurse to support my account, try with an age restriction.
The Council to repeat the request later. But this will be you who will return, and my house will be no bigger ... so I don't want to try again ... me struggle to work a home project to make my home a baby, if you want to clean a rejectionagain.
Short.
I'm disgusted, disappointed and greatly. Any project that kept me really cares, this future project I had taken the time to ripen, which I had accepted an initial push, it's all about that part in smoke. My portfolio is not even past the Commission n.
I must say that my child was his nights, he slept alone, was super self ... since she had never met a baby of 6 months of age who was not his nights. I'd be a hypocrite and liar. But I ca.
My future now is totally uncertain. Because in 3 months, cover more benefits ... In 3 months ... How can we meet the needs of our child?
Back to square one. I'll have to look for work, go to a job I love most. Find someone you trust to keep my baby. Once the temporary employment to wages of misery without seeing my Girafon grow ...
In I didn't want to. CA I give in my stomach, I want to puke.
I left this life, working in the snatch of poorly considered positions because I wanted to do a job that I really enjoy and that will allow me to grow fully, which is consistent with my values. I had the crazy idea that I diary ... I'll be finally able to change the course of my life ...
I was too naive.
My honesty is turned against me.
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